i may be thinking too much
but i have this feeling his friend was observing me from time to time
and i know he did bet on us
sometimes i think he supports this
and that thought was somehow comforting to me
even when he barely knows me
to think that the one of the few times you came here to spend time with your friends and i just went on and appeared at these places.
i dont mind. i agree that friends are more important.
because i think its fair enough.
its the total opposite this time.
when did i become this brave but embarrassing??
i must be out of my mind.
to be putting myself in a situation where i barely knew most of the people there.
but still am thankful for all these people.
who are kind enough to think excuses for me when i said i didnt want to drink.
and for believing me when i say i dont really listen to chinese songs and only know the chorus.
and also to teach me all kind of drinking games and allowing me to substitute with green tea instead.
for apologising when their friend got drunk instead of expecting me to expect that when i already did.
best part was when someone wanted a toast with me when he was on his way to the toilet and trying so hard to explain why he wanted to drink with me that i just pat him on the shoulder and told him i understood when he was so tall and hovered above me.
also to all those people who asked my name when they are so drunk i dont think they will remember it.
then i was thick-faced enough to go basketball.
then the coach was asking my teammates to pass me the ball so many times im sure they got fed up with it.
then they passed it to another girl on ny team.
and he said, 'not that one, the pretty one' -.-
i think it was because i reminded him of the pretty malaysian seniors last year.
and i was busy adjusting my bra strap for the next game when this guy friend's friend came up and asked me to go nearer to the shooting post .___.
ahh embarrassing like shyte.
but because i havent been doing anything unusual lately.
going home at 5am and sabotaging the guys' basketball game seems a little fun to me.
however humiliating i was :P
