Sunday, February 27, 2011 '

Me thinks its really scary how i let my instinct decide something.
Because it happens within a few seconds
Without caring what others will think or feel
Even ignoring what i actually wanted.
And there's no regret at all.
Havta be careful not to get into bad tempers again...

Its so funny how everytime i think
Hey, this guy one week never call me adi!
And that's when i hear my phone ringing.
And yes, there you are :D

I really wanna go watch movie.
And go check out what's actually my dream car.
Go play crazy skills with my teammates.
Start preparing for the competition.
And go tennis with Wei.
And so many many more....
One more thing, to actually see you again (:

Saturday, February 26, 2011 '

It truly and really
SUCKS
when i can so clearly see that you were facing problems.

But i can never know what.
And there is absolutely nothing i can do.

Damn...

What kind of friend i am for knowing you for more than 10 years....

I am so sorry,

Hope you cheer up soon... (:

Sunday, February 20, 2011 '

We looked alike somehow ;D
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Today's performance was....

I dont know.

First song i did a little mistake by stepping backwards one step and then back front again coz i realised that's not the next position.

Second song, i dare say i was quite satisfied with myself.

I smiled alot and make alot of unnecessary gestures ;P

Third song was the guy's.

Fourth song was CHAR!!

I didnt do my part well. Haiz.

Oh well, it didnt matter anymore. (:

Gonna have to work hard for April's competition.

I know its gonna be the last activity of the year.

Because Mom said so.

So i must make it fun and memorable :D

Was quite surprised that they wanted me along in their team.

The guys and a whole lot more Asgardians and teammates from each of our school's diabolo team gonna be our opponents.

I felt very sorry that we have to actually form a group of only 4 people max

Bcoz of this rule, E-Lynn has to be in other team.

I know she didnt like it.

Neither do we.

But there's no helping it.

Sinwei can't be without Yern.

I can't be without Puimun.

Eventhough everyone knows that this is the most ideal arrangement

But i really didnt want it to be this way.

Forgive me.

So.

For the next few weeks.

I MUST not get into bad moods!

I MUST not let personal feelings get into the way! (although i think there's none)

I MUST work hard in improving myself!

I MUST try my best to do what i have to do!

I MUST love my teammates alot!

I WILL not fight like their old ones did and then NEVER leave the time bcoz of this competition.

I WILL lots of fun! ;]

After all these

What im really looking forward to

Is a brand new practise spot

And the performance that we might bringing to New Era College Camp (:

Saturday, February 19, 2011 '

Happy 1001st Day, SHINee!

Love ya, love ya!! (:

Im so not athletic. :/

But its been this way since so long ago.

So there is nothing i can do about it ;D

Terribly moody bcoz we are so tired and everyone's late.
To the point that i dont wanna care much about stupid performances

Which people dont even take it seriously.

I tried to cheer myself up by arranging and practising very hard for the girl's performance.

I did.

Until they kept on telling us time's up

And giving us that disappointed look when we showed them what we have prepared.

Come on lah, we didnt have as much time to arrange and practise like you guys.

So dont go on changing things that we all chose happily together.

I dont really know how we manage to arrange another performance song just like that.

Im super confused right now.

And there are so many things that im not very good in yet.

Everything's 50/50.

But i still do hope that we do our best tmr.

Because i know i treasure every single performance i did with Asgardians.

No matter how evil/bad/cruel/insensitive/selfish they are.

When we were waiting for the last song

Which is watching the guys do their performance

Suddenly there are cheering from above.

At first we were like, 'they watching us?'

Then i was thinking, 'should be not, dont perasaan!'

And then when i heard it the second time, im very sure they were watching us.

Hello, PMO people! xD

You all made the situation so unexpectable

That i know some of us felt the tension

Drop alot all of a sudden! xD

But yes, at last!!

Some people knows when its the time to cheer (:

Usually people cheered at the most char skill -.-

So, thank you!

I think alot of you didnt know that most of them are not from our school.

And i hope we werent too loud :X

p/s : i think the remix version of CNY song is so funny! ;D

Friday, February 18, 2011 '

there is so much that i wanted to say.

but my mind is so empty these few days.

so i just end up with posting a few photos with nothing to talk about.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011 '

Monday, February 14, 2011 '

Im not here to say

"Too bad you missed the fun!"

But to tell you guys

"If only you people were here,

this photo would be even perfect!"

Sunday, February 6, 2011 '

I am never good with kids.

And they leave me alone.

Mostly my nieces and nephews never liked me.

Except for one or two who's only younger than me in a few years

And i used to play with them when i was little.

Until the day i stop being like a sampat little girl

They leave me too. :/
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Last time during Chinese New Year

We get to go Beruas for lunch with my Dad's friend.

In the whole one hour spent in the car

I always see small towns, plantations, and cotton trees.

When i was young i like looking around

Or dream and make up fantasies

Sometimes im the heroine, sometimes im not.

But i love the scenaries, always. :D

Last time when we go out for dinner

Sometimes we go to Tg. Tualang for seafood.

The road going there and back is always black without street lights, curvy and narrow.

If my two younger cousins come along with me

We would make up situations

Sometimes the car behind was an alien

And we would press buttons to try to get away from it.

Sometimes we make up handsigns at the back of my dad's 7-seater

And then we would laugh at anything at all.

But when they dont come along

I just enjoy the darkness

Wondering if we might meet a tiger or a leopard.

Then as time goes by, i began to like it when dad drives fast

But then i know it is kind of dangerous

Maybe someday i will become a girl who races

Or just speeds when i feel bored (:

This Chinese New Year

Is almost as boring as the last few ones.

All my cousins are too busy with their own children.

And the kids dont like me.

As usual.

Except for my only niece of the Foong family

Who rolls about on the sofa

And pretends to limp when she fell onto the pillow

And the she massages the bear, throws it around

And then asks me to sayang the bear bear

After i taught her to.

I made friends with the newborn kitten

Who keeps on trying to catch my fingers when i scratch her

Whose mum was the only cat who doesnt run from me

And never claws at me at all.

I will miss them alot. ;]

Wednesday, February 2, 2011 '

Maknae (Youngest) of 2NE1

Minzy

I can't believe that she is younger than me!!!

I always thought she was quite a few years older!

But in reality

She is 3 DAYS younger than me!

= Same day as Kah Heng

OMG~!

Tuesday, February 1, 2011 '

Pretty boy! (:

That day three guys called me
Just to tell me that two of them are seeeriously drunk.
They didnt sound drunk at all
Until my brother answered me something funny.
And kept shouting 'Ah 3, i want angpao!!'
After i talked about angpao with ZhengYi
All of us scolded him :D

After that, a chinese song was stucked inside my head.
I didnt even know the name of the song.
AND i dont listen to chinese songs!!
Then i remembered...
They were singing (screaming actually) it in the car
And then ZhengYi shouted part of it to me.
For the whole half an hour before going to bed
The song kept replaying hopelessly in my head.
So damn stupid loh okay? xD