Wednesday, January 30, 2013 '
-borrowed from littlesis' blog (: -
and this is Monika Jagaciak.
The model that has the same birthday as me.
1.收到甜言蜜語的簡訊，記得微笑，然後刪除。
2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。
3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。
4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。
5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。
6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。
7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。
8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世上年輕的女孩，多的就像架上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。
9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。
10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。
11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。
12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。
13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。
14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔 。
15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。
16.永遠不要向從前的戀人訴苦。
17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。
18.要讀好書，提高品味。
19.可以挑便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品味比這個價位高。
20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。
21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。
22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。
23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。
24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾！
25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽得見。
26.每月記帳，每月儲蓄。
27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。
28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。
29.相信愛情。
30.如果發簡訊給你喜歡的人，他不回，就不要再發。
31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。
32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。
33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。
34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺。
35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。
36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事要懂得道歉。
Sunday, January 27, 2013 '
What do i do?
Do you trust what most of your friends says about one closer friend?
I can trust myself to try and stop someone from falling into the darkest depth.
At least i already did that to one friend.
And hopefully he didnt lie when he said he quit.
But now, there is another case.
A much serious one.
And i cant really tell.
Why are you all like this?
Why do you criticize and hate?
Why do you try to destroy a person even further when you could have just help him?
Why cant you speak your mind?
Say what you dont like about that person or learn to live with it.
Not to stab behind one's back, and then spread the hatred.
As much as i am doubtful
I also dislike how you all react to this.
Yes, i am still his friend.
No special reason.
Just purely because he cared when you all didnt.
Because i feel more like a friend to him, not someone who can teach you what you didnt pay attention to in class.
Sunday, January 20, 2013 '
came back from an interview in Birmingham
and decided to cook! (:
my super healthy less salt :P fried rice.
the time on my screenshot indicates how i wake up early
in the morning 5 - 6am without fail automatically.
but im tired enough to go back to sleep now.
And on the 18th, it decided to snow continuously.
Class after lunch cancelled :DDDDD
Oh that is me up there (:
ready to face the snow and take awesome photos!
NOT.
we decided to go back after...... 15 minutes?
too cold! xD
i love it when the snow on the floor is fluffay!
when it hardens, i slip ._.
And what happened midnight?
Jocelyn locked herself outside!
I realised how the doors are actually not safe;
I simply forced my lock with a scissors when i was locked in my room,
and it opened. Jocelyn's was open with a planner cover and a push
from Edwin xD
Oh he came over for a movie night out and random snowball fights LOL
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then it was my turn to be old ._.
now that i think of it, since being legal, i have not really done something really crazy that i really want to do.
but honestly there isnt any.
other than being able to buy cigarettes (which i dont have to), buy alcohol (not like i can drink) and ..... get married without parents' consent (LOL please), what is it so special now that i am legal for more than a year?
but then my nineteenth birthday was somewhat okay.
even when i half-expected the surprise.
eating a birthday cake with the people who meant the most to me in this college is happiness.
like how my partner, Ryan was the only one to give me a hug while wishing me and self volunteered to help in the surprise then realizing that he is the only male friend that cared for my birthday when he was in our house
and how random people wished me 'Happy Birthday' when i barely know them just because they live few houses away and help to refrigerate the cake
and oreo cheesecake that was sent to the college thru a parcel.
and how Jocelyn lied about going to find our course director to retrieve it before i see it
and also how i coincidentally was arranged to have a mock interview after class and didnt managed to walk home with Jocelyn and discover her self-designed-online-ordered birthday card when i open the door.
and how i took my first polaroid photo to keep it for myself.
fortunately i didnt expect much from you. (:
Saturday, January 12, 2013 '
Celebrated Kiki's birthday! (:
Happy birthday to the chubby cute one!
But tonight was very COLD! :O
I dont know why, but as annoyed as i am
I have this feeling that, our batch of ASJs are getting along okay these few days.
Even when they want to talk to us more because we are closer to the pretty Korean new student.
I can say, that at random times, the bond shows.
Even though it doesnt last long, and awkwardness always take over things.
I really wonder if there will be a CNY reunion dinner this year.
one of the best thing my phone tells me
early in the morning. (:
Sunday, January 6, 2013 '
I don't why.
I really don't want to be like this.
But it really doesn't seem to match with what you promised.
Why is it that you can tell me something i find it so hard to believe in?
All these insecurities.
I have no time for all these frustrations, emo-ness, and distrust.
I can't help it.
Even when you don't let me say it.
It doesn't mean it can stop me from thinking about it.
How can i believe that you will love me when you can have so many better choices?
I don't know.
I don't think i can like anyone else at the moment.
But this feeling.
I don't like having it.
How can i make it stop?
There is no one to talk to.
How do i even say this to anyone??
I want to just tell you about it.
But i don't think i should do that as well.
Ugh, just kill me already.
There is no more time for these nonsense.
Saturday, January 5, 2013 '
Probably has a grin on my face back then.
When someone can tell me that he feels how happy i am when i was just Skype-messaging him, i guess it meant i was really REALLY happy.
My godcousin asked me my shoe size just now.
He just bought me ballet flats from a United Kingdom online store.
With my favorite color.
He originally wanted to buy me another one that he liked more but they dont have my size anymore.
I dont know why, but i was really touched.
Even when he showed me the shoe and i know the price.
It was something so unexpected that, i wanted to just hug him.
Since when did he become such a nice person?
Then the someone just had to ask me something else.
What did you expect him to do?
Ah, why ask?!
It just got my hopes up.
Which will most probably lead to disappointment.
To be honest, i never really expect anything from anyone.
Mainly the reason why i am THIS happy :D
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