Sunday, May 27, 2012 '
Aish, my stupid friend found himself a new girlfriend.
So he doesnt need me anymore.
Doesnt matter. It is not like this is the first time anyway. But seeing him like this, hurts me the same way it did last time.
This time, i really feel like giving up hope on him.
Friday, May 25, 2012 '
Because of not being cautious, or being too straight forward, the devil in the heart tends to break relationship
bonds.
Especially the friendship bond, which is relatively fragile.
The words that spilt out without thinking or polishing sometimes seems more hurtful than you think it would be. And you can never take it back.
I rather be the kind of person who keeps quiet, who never speaks her mind all the time, just so that the worst wont happen.
Hopefully, they will speak again.
Monday, May 21, 2012 '
can i cry tears of happiness? :D
apparently you are now free enough to poke me.
but i am currently too busy to be glad over this.
Friday, May 18, 2012 '
first week of exam gone!
it seems very childish and not lady-like at all, but the four of us have been eyeing this very handsome hong kong guy! xD the only thing different is, we dont scream and go all girly when he is are nearby, we laugh!
there is these three guys who are his friends, so we nicknamed them the F4! we gave them nicknames according to the four guys in Meteor Garden and we translate it to Bahasa Melayu!
one of my friends pay attention to his outfit, another cares nothing but laughs, one more goes big-eyed hoiyoh xD i never dared to look at them straight xP
oh and, the four of us are the girl-malaysian-version of F4! just that we dont have looks! xD
Sunday, May 13, 2012 '
and i made acquaintances with people that will leave in a few weeks time.
why jiavei whyyyyy........?
one that relies on me in someway to watch over the friend.
one that says hi awkwardly all the time.
mostly because of my partner and my roommate because they are too friendly.
loads because i am kind to them the way they are kind to me too.
i dont know why i always get into something with these kind of people
but really, at the end, i will not be able to get to know them better.
it is a waste of friendship.
i dont like it at all.
i hope we can keep in touch in someway tho :x
somehow i had already lost the feeling of texting each other late at night to the point that i wish i dont have to go to bed but you found it back for me. thank you for spending that little time with me, but im really sad it had to end. maybe we will meet again (: really hope that we will.
Saturday, May 12, 2012 '
Next week! IS MY MOST DREADED AS EXAMINATION! D:
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.
But, i am still here blogging away. Aish.
That day i went to this funfair at our Northampton's Racecourse, and then we randomly picked a ride because they just released their previous bunch of player. So we paid our one pound each and got strapped up. And then one of my housemates took our photos so happily sitting on the ride because we thought it wasnt really a scary one.
And then, the whole thing started to turn, slowly. It felt like a merry-go-round, and we were sliding everywhere because it moved so slowly, and there is a wave like motion. And then it got faster! I saw the ghost house appearing and disappearing in front of me, and some people standing around. We thought this was okay what! Psssh.
And then the round thing that we were in started spinning. I screamed like hell weih, it was SO DAMN DIZZY! And then when you are at the peak of the wave thing, and you come down that time, it spin even faster! It was very tiring screaming my head off and my neck felt like it was gonna snap so i ended up resting my head backwards and laughing out loud! And i saw my roommate crying, so i was like holding to her hand, trying to comfort her, (but she thought i ask her not to scream! -.-), and then laughing every time the round thing spin faster again, and having Jocelyn resting on my other shoulder. Both me and Jocelyn was laughing so much that i thought i would eventually go crazy. Shirley got tired of screaming after the first 5 seconds and was resting her head on the side, waiting for the terror to end. WHAT MORE IS, THE GUY! HE WAS SPINNING WITH US ON THE MERRY-GO-ROUND BASE, AND SPINNING EACH OF THE ROUND THINGS!! I was like trying not to get his attention but he came over anyways! The second time he came over, i screamed the situation to my housemates and then Shirley put up a hand to stop him xD I think he realized my roommate crying so he walked away. OMG~ SO SCARY WATCHING HIM WALKED OVER.
When it ended, WeiChen hugged Shirley while crying xD It was such a funny scene. Jocelyn and me was super dizzy that we can't walk straight and continue laughing away. And then it was time for dinner, so we walked back. My mom laughed so hard when i told her, especially when i said we planned to go for so many rides, and ended up playing one and went home.
Oh and we cant hardly keep our smiles on for the 'after ride' photo xD
Tuesday, May 1, 2012 '
It's annoying
How I can easily just let go.
Should I?
Such a waste though.
