That someday ago, i realised the reason of my friend’s
confession. Of coz, i didn’t know what to do at all. I was VERY lost, felt like
dying and super frustrated too. But my friend said that i mustn’t let him wait
for nothing, so i decided to tell. Made things clearer than ever. What i am
disappointed in is, how he doesn’t care about me. You know, even when i am this
far away, friends chat with me through wall posts and messages, and sent me
lots of love. But you, you didn’t even ask me if im coping okay, or ask if it’s
cold over here. Not even a word. Made me wonder if you are telling the truth
when you said you love me. There are a lot of things that i noticed since they
day you said that to me, like how you never cared when i was facing something
major, how inconsiderate of you to tell me that FEW DAYS BEFORE SPM. Even now.
Not that i want you to love me or anything, but at least, we were friends for
this long!!