Nothing can change my love for apples :D
Just like the way nothing can change the way i am.
Honestly and truly, i want to be a very different person here in a new place.
I want to experience new stuffs, things i wouldnt do back in Malaysia.
But I am a coward.
I ran away from making decisions.
Especially on things that i really want to do.
It will take a long time for my new colleges mates to really get to know me and like me for who i am.
Just like the way, most of my closest friends did.
I will still keep things to myself, and continue to be the girl who doesnt need people's help.
Honestly, they are kind to me.
And i am kind to them too.
But i know it is not the real kind of friendship yet.
Just pure politeness.
Like what the Chinese senior told me.
'I smiling to you out of politeness.'
It hurts, kinda.
Oh but who cares, I dont know your name and you dont know mine.
We will be polite to each other until you are gone.
Which seems to be real sad.
