Im afraid that i will become a shopaholic :X
I went to town today with my roommate and some of the guys.
And i bought alot of stuffs!!! Okay lah, not really alot, just quite abit.
Bought a wool shirt to cover up my super tight Uniqlo-long-sleeved shirts (hide
my fats), and long wool shirt which cover until my butt xD and then one roll
sleve tee, each costs £5 (: Should be okay gua~ And then after that i bought
face cream for the cold weather and a leave-on conditioner spray... I swear
that i will only shop once a month, and each time not more than £25 :D God
bless that i can keep that promise. :P
I think that all guys are the same. They only give the
pretty girls attention :X It’s the same all the time, everywhere. They act very gentlemen to them , and help
them all the time, and let them walk in front, etc etc. And then they only give
attention to prettiest of the ugliest when things seemed to get a little
unfair. And then, they go back to the same ._. That’s not the worst. Seeing the
friend that i thought would actually keep me company for a bit (or give me a
little bit of attention) fully ignore me, like how i actually thought he would,
was the worst of the worst. It’s not like i care anyway, but it really really
really REALLY did hurt :/
All the time, when the wind blows, or when the weather gets
cold, i actually wished that they are here to hug me, to drape their hands over
my shoulders, and also to let me hug their waists... >.< I can finally
feel loneliness, to want to return to their side, but no, im sure im strong
enough to last for these few years. I WILL be independent! :D Just like how i
walked back and fro the street of my boarding house alone until im very sure i
will get lost. It’s starting to become a habit, walking alone, that is :x This is
the last day i will act like a tourist, i will have to cope with all the
homework that are bound to arrive very VERY soon, and get used to the cold
weather, and also get my Achievement Record Book done well (It’s a book where
we can put in whatever we think is relevant, and it will be used as a reference
when our recommendation letter is prepared by the teachers for uni)
Much things to do i tell you. Really wanna stay a tourist
here and shop all day. :x but no, i wont. I will learn to be good and mature (:
9/1/12
