More than any other thing in this world,
I dread being ignored by a friend the most.
It might meant how much i annoyed, pissed him or her off.
And what i have done to actually make that person ignore me.
It's not like i should really give a damn about what they are thinking about me.
It's just that i really really do treasure friendship :|
Since always
I was never the one you care for the most
I cant say that i dont feel jealous
And i cant say that i dont feel that it is unfair
But i really really accept the fact
That i will never be the one that needs care
But the one who is always responsible and steady
Forget it
To show you my weakness would be the last thing i ever thought of.
More than the one who stands out in everyone's eyes
I rather be the one who knows the truth to everything
And the one who people can confide in.
Tho i do believe a slight change would bring me more joy
It would be sure to seem weird to you.
So
Does this mean that i should never be the weak?
I knew you could see the tiredness in her.
But am i not allowed to rest too?
I accept the saying that you care for me in another way
Totally different way
But i also accept the fact that i was never the pretty one.
Honestly
I can be as realistic as you are.
