boredom will really kill me one day...
its just that, no matter how long we've known each other
how close our friendship is, how we always craze everything together
there are times, many times,
that i find myself unable to mix with you all.
its just that sitting there, unable to give my opinions...
unable to blend with the topic.
and getting transparent for the moment...
yea, no matter how many times i repeat something,
no one seems to response.
so i usually give up.
and im not imagining things.
i know it whenever i see the situation.
its better to be alone sometimes.
today's a good example.
i just cant converse normally, i felt it...
missing for a few hours isnt really bad.
i would probably be at home, emo-ing....
(why on earth is your answer this)
i surely hope that i didnt make it troublesome for others...
enduring problems by our ownselves always suck
but somehow, its the best solution for me.
i just trouble my friends too much already...
should change my attitude.
i musnt throw questions at them anymore.
seriously.....
