Sunday, July 26, 2009 '

now i get it.
the whole thing.
why i am treated like this.
you misunderstood that incident.
just because you heard the wrong thing.
even after i explained it to you
you do not believe me anymore, right?
sometimes i wonder what kind of friend u are
when u dont believe every single friend u have
even those whom u known them for ages.
sometimes i wonder if going back to diabolo is a bad idea.
for i once did think of quitting diabolo forever when im in form one
perhaps i picked the wrong decision.
but if i did not, i would have lose Dhaniah and Amylia.
and not know PuiMun and ELynn.
and so many great friends.
you too, were once a senior whom i look high at.
someone who used to be so fun.
but you HAVE to make me change my mind

i never know, that you actually despise my existence.
you think im a busybody, trying to take over you, and stepped over line right?
you really are too much.
maybe you dont understand me, never tried to.
but i cant believe that i dont care anymore.
i dont care who's wrong and right now.
i dont care if u want to continue thinking the wrong thing.
i dont care if u want to hate me.
it's up to you, not me.
diabolo met both of us up
i dont want it to separate us too.
but i have nothing to do with it anymore.
sometimes i really do wish that u will come back.

you are the person whom i used to believe in so much.
i dunno if u had been fanning fire.
i dont care wat u are playing all this while.
something makes me think that u and me is over.
you can do whatever u like.
nothing to do with me.
even when u are in trouble.
i know i sound so bad and cruel.
but my limits are up
since so so so long time ago.
this is what u asked for
have fun.

im so glad both of u are different.
i miss you two.
so much that it hurts.
i am so happy u two can always strike up a convo.
with nothing near to the sensitive subject.
u are great friends i will never forget.
thanks, love you guys =]

thank you my dear KharWei, HaoJian and some of you.
for being my listeners whenever i need someone.
you guys are the best one could have when they are down.
and i know u are freinds that i can always count on.
i love you guys.
i really appreciate you all. x]

Ash
i miss you.
forever and ever.
i love you.
eternally.
come back soon, okay?
and smile for me =)

it never matters to me
that what u think of me is actually something i care so much
i believe in you.
you will always be by my side, no?
i promise i will try to stop imagining things.
but only for your case.
thanks for having a way with words
that makes me smile and being speechless
i love you for being there always ;/

i want someone to hug tightly, like a teddybear for my own.
who will know what to say every single time.
who support me for everything.
who i would like to see every single day.
who's smile brightens my day and lightens my mood.
who will be my everything.