Monday, June 15, 2009 '

yeah...i am correct...
hey man, i don't need imaginative world like you do.
i dun have to console myself for all the things i did wrong...
i need not tell myself lies to lessen the guiltiness...
i do not push all the faults and responsibilities to others...
for all this long, i did nothing wrong.

i realize it now...
all this while, wat i did for everyone was not appretiated.
not even a person cares how we have been suffering for their enjoyment.
but now...
it seems that, i dun need someone to be grateful to me.
i dun give it a damn anymore.
coz i did all MY responsibilities and jobs.
even if it is too much than wat im supposed to do.
if this continues, im doing every single thing that you are supposed to do...
it just means that u are useless.
when people find me for everything,
it means that they do not trust you enough.
yea...i do not think it as anything good.
but at least, u can see the difference...

it's up to you...
u can stay thick-skinned as always.
u can stay in that super-happy world of yours.
but as time gets longer,
u will still get back to reality...
that time, u will find it hard to accept facts.
but...who cares??
this is your life, you wanted it to be that way.
so do not complain.

you know what?
great skills doesnt mean that ur other abilities are good too.
they accept you because you have been doing it for many years.
but i myself know, this is not your best...
u did not put as much effort as you used to brag...
i now accept the reason they opposed you...
for its the same reason as mine.

you tell me to do things that im supposed to do.
of coz, i would really like to do so.
but if i really did, you will really find out how useless you youself are.
but when u said,
"u like doing it so i mai let you loh"
i never did like it, but once you said it...
i think there's just this little bit.
for im proving that u are not capable of trying to keep your own job to yourself...

it is just useless being mad at you.
for you do not get my point.
this is my life.
i will not give it up to that little stupid thing that you dun understand.
i will not let it stop for just a freaking useless people like you.
i will prove it to you that you are not always the correct one.

i must let you realize that study and diabolo does not affect one another...
i will do well in both...i will make it into reality

since a long time ago, coach never calls you for major stuff...
instead, my phone rings every friday night...almost
now i know why...

im going on my way...
who cares if you learn faster than me??