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Monday, May 11, 2009 '

u disappoint me again and again....
please, i dowan to face things liddat anymore.
i really hope dat u did not make the wrong decision.
i hate all ur unfairness,
ur i-am-always-right-talking,
ur stranger-ness,
ur i-do-only-wat-i-want...

honestly, i cannot stand ur attitude anymore.
i took up all responsibilities, all work, all duties,
i pick up all whatever that is leftover,
yet u dun seem to see it.
im tired, im fed up, im dying...
u let out ur anger at me, thinking im some sack to vent ur fire.
but have u ever think that i too have feelings??

i understand, she is perfect.
she is most professional, greatest, smartest.
she is more superior to all of us.
she dun have to do anything, u called her intelligent.
we did everything, u do nothing but gave reasons for ur mistake.
u blamed me for not being fair,
but would u just go look into the mirror?
why is it that always the ones that are soft-hearted get bullied??
while the one who just stand and look gets all credits?

i see it clearer and clearer now...
even though we were once close freinds,
even though we were like siblings...
i cannot deny the fact u are using me to do everything.
and u are just the most ungrateful person on earth...
for when u dun need me, a stranger u will be.
and why on earth do i ever have to apologize for something i did not do wrong??
wth! u are blind as well.

seriously, there is nothing i can do.
u are deaf and stubborn...
even a guy fren of urs cannot change ur mind.
wat we can do is wait...
for you to go back to the time when we were the best of the best,
when we can just say anything to each other,
when we were just a playful group of frenz.
i wonder...how long will it take??

i forgive u without thinking every now and then...
im dumb, stupid...
but i hope...for the result will turn out to be wat i always wanted...
and please please please...throw away ur 偏见..
enough is enough.

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Jia Vei =D also known as vei or anything u wanna call me
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