was practising the closing ceremony of the wushu night, then suddenly we heard a sound, and some soft screaming. i turned and saw a pigeon on the ground in the hall, with a spatter of blood beside it, after dat, it died. guess wad, that poor birdie flew into the hall and....it flew into a ventilating fan... and OMG!! know wat, there is big hole at its back!!!
BIG HOLE + BLOOD! and, this is not the first time a pigeon got killed by a ventilating fan...
stupid STUPID stupid...missed a day's lesson and all the fun in class...
i miss khar wei, dhaniah, amylia, woon see, christine, pamela.. if my parents ever know that, im so dead~ hope my big-mouth fren dun blurt it out...
now costume got problem... and i hate it when the others dun even care about it, as if they expected someone else is sure to do it. when me and pui mun keep on finding time to conclude wateva we nid to decide, wat the others do is play, do their oh-so-pro skills, showing off. if not, they will disturb us from our discussion. sheesh~ wat the hell is with them!! when u dowan to make a decision, then go away and dun give any stupid comments and dun bother us PLS! oh ya, and when i need ur opinion, dun give me s**t like "i dunno" "wateva lah" "sui bian".and wat's with the unfairness?? when i tell u i dowan something, u let out ur angryness at me.. when she said the same thing, u ask her kindly wat she wants... fish. fine, she is SO SO MUCH better than me, i admit it. but, so what??! did she show any help?? why isit always only me and pui mun to do everything when u all can take ur own sweet time and yet u put every blame u can find on us?? when there is many time left, u are the one who play play. but when time's running short, u are oso the one who is getting mad at all of us. justice eh?? u should rethink that nickname.you say you suffered, so you are gonna give up. you complain about all the feedback which u hate alot. u say u had enough, u are not going to care at all anymore. mind you, when u say this, remember that im a human too. when u say they treat you not the way they should, have you ever think that i might be in the same condition here. u dowan to care about anything anymore, so do you think others is going to care, and why on earth do I have to care?? when u say u give up, in a different side of view, u are putting all the burden onto my head, u are just gesturing, forcing me to take up all the work.i really had enough... i dunno wat is with you now, but i know dat i dun need know. all this time, i realize u never did understand me at all. all you care is ur own feelings, and when you need me, u will act close with me; when you dun need me, a stranger to you i would be. I AM NOT A TOOL, OK?? i noe, u will never know wat u did to offend me, in fact, u dun even noe at the moment my opinion towards you. but the only thing i want to let you know is : i hate you. i am not in a good mood so please dun evoke me. and btw, u suck.
